Hehehe cereal.. Got the bowl bowl from baby, then I draw heart on it.. Weee.. Thank you bab.. Love you
It has been awhile now since I ever post anything here at tumblr. Hasn’t got much time to use the computer and that’s partly the reason for not posting.
Life is quite tough serving the National Service (NS). Well, its not the training or work loads that is killing me, but rather the staying in of camp makes me miss my dearest girl even more. It kills me inside, not being to be with her when she is falling sick. Days and nights, I would rather spend my time with my dearest girl, but the reality doesn’t allow that to happen. Well, some people do tell me that 2 years will pass rather quickly, but to me. I’m afraid not, it’s only the beginning of the 2 years and I’m already so sick of it.
Well, I’m not trying to say that NS is a “bad” thing. But I find it quite a waste of time, cause its take 2 years to complete the National Service. Why 2 years? Don’t see what that I’m gonna learn in there be useful for my future. Sigh.. Just something that every men have to go through, can’t escape. When it’s time that you guy went into NS, some might agree with me, some might not. Well, it depend.
To my Dearest Girl (Tina),
I’m grateful that I’ve met you, I’ve never regret meeting you and letting you into my life. Because of you, I’ve learn many things. Sure I’m always getting lost, but you always manage to get me back on track. I love you, BB.
It tough to wait, but I believe we would both overcome this obstacle. You and I will both overcome this and get marry in the later stage of our life. I’ve always dreams about you being the bride, I’ve always told all my mates in bunk that you’re the wonderful girl that I’m gonna propose to.
BB has always been waiting patiently, and I’m aware of that. I’m longing to see you, so that I could hug and kiss you.
It has been tough for you too, BB. Hope you still doing okay, really wish to see you soon. I’ve been missing you, BB. Never once in my mind that you were gone, my mind is constantly thinking of you, reminding me that there’s a girl out there waiting for me, and I can’t wait to go back to look for her. That girl is you, BB. Love you, BB.
Thank you for being a part of my life, BB. ♥
From your Dearest Boy (Alan)
Love you, BB girl. ♥
Here’s a song:
You are not alone tonight
Imagine me there by your side
It’s so hard to be here so far away from you
I’m counting the days till
I’m finally done
I’m counting them down, yeah, one by one
It feels like forever till I return to you
But it helps me on those lonely nights
It’s that one thing that keeps me alive
Knowing that you wait for me
Ever so patiently
No one else knows the feeling inside
We hang up the phone without saying goodnight
Because it’s the sound of your voice that brings me home
It’s never been easy to say
But it’s easier when I’ve gone away
What I’d give
What I’d do
Knowing I’m not there for you
Makes it so hard to leave
What I’d give
What I’d do
Anything to get me home to you
And this time I’ll stay
And you wait for me
Ever so patiently
Yeah, you’re everything I’ve ever dreamed of having and
It’s everything I need from you just knowing that you wait for me
Always get to see plane above my head when I’m at Tekong. Don’t really know how to explain that feeling to guys, but it just make me really miss my home, my loved one and of course my Wifey.
It’s really hard for me to adjust to the army lifestyle. I don’t really like the lifestyle of not being able to see my loved one at the end of the day of training.
Training, marching and exercising were never a problem to me. I’ve no problem and no complain for it. But being not able to go home and see my loved one. I seriously can’t adapt to the environment no matter how much time they give me.
Well, for now I hope 2 years will pass quickly and then I can get over it and return back to my civilian life.
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Love you Nutella ♥
Decided to post something before booking in. Yes, wedding ring. :{D Someday, I know I’ll be putting this ring onto your finger.
Then I’ll shout out to the whole world that you are mine. :{D and kiss you. Hehe ♥
Nutella ♥
I guess it’s okay to be afraid. Everyone do have a fear for something, etc “Some hate clown” Well, for me I have a weird phobia. To you guys, it might seem weird but to me it’s something that paranoid the shit outta me. Yes, my phobia is cutting toe nail.
Even since I was young, I was an ordinary kid just like anyone out there, I had parents, grand-parents and sibling. Life was alright for me, nothing more, nothing less. Then one day, grandma was cutting toe nail and accidentally clip off the flesh. Day after day, grandma’s wound didn’t heal. In fact it got worst and ended up turning rot. Ever since that day, I’ve had phobia cutting my toe nail.
I know some of you guys might think that this is no big deal and it’s true. I had my flesh cut off from my palm and I didn’t even shed a tear or scream and shout. I’m not someone that get scared easily, but when it come to cutting of toe nail. I’ll start to become tense and my brain start to think negatively. It’ll remind me of what happened to Grandma on that day, and it appeared on my mind constantly.
Anyway, I wanna thank Baby for being there for me. I know you want me to get well sooner and faster. I want to get well soon too, but the phobia.. Sigh..
But I promise I’ll try my hardest to overcome this fear, okay?
“School started, time to (JiaYou) x2 for your studies. Give it your best and get a good grade.”
Love you Nutella ♥
End of the chapter in my life, and a beginning of a new chapter. Life has never been easy, not to say smooth. Life have never be fair to me, neither do I blamed the god non myself. Life is made this way, so live with it.
2011, full of ups and downs. Of course everything got is good and back side, it’s just how you looks at things to make it feel different. Sometimes it take a few set back to realize what you really want in life, and I think it’s true.
I have never been good at anything in my life, but I always give it my best in whatever I do. I don’t regret even if I failed at doing something, because I know that I’ve given my best.
2012, a brand new year. Hope I would be able to accomplish more things.
I’ve dreams just like anyone else
So, everyone have a Happy New Year. Hope you guys will have a great day ahead~
And to my Baby Girl, I know 2011 have been a tough year for you as well. Hope you’ll be able to leave the past behind and enjoy the what is ahead of you. I know I’m not a talented guy who could sing & dance, neither am I good with words. But I know I could love you more than any other guys could, and I’m willing to do whatever I can to have you by my side.
I Love You ♥
Nutella ♥
First of all, I would like to wish everyone a Merry Christmas. I hope everyone do enjoy their Christmas celebration with their loved one, cause I know I did.
First time during Christmas, not did I only gave a present, I received a present as well. Sure it might not be a lot, but it really does mean a lot to me. I do like all the present I’ve received, and I’ll be sure to treasure it.
Well, 2011 coming to an end. I won’t say that this is a bad year or something. 2011.. Hm.. I’ve gotta say that it’s a good year for me. Sure, I’ve dropped out from school. But I don’t see it as an negative thing that happened to me. Instead I gained something called “Love”. I found a girl I really love and someone I would wanna spend the rest of my life with.
Right now, she’s sleeping while I’m writing this post. Watching her sleeping soundly, put my heart as ease. (Right now, I’m wondering what is she dreaming about. If it’s me that appear in her dream.)
I really hope she’ll get well soon, seeing her suffering really does make me feel bad. I felt like I’m not doing a good job taking care of her, feeling so helpless that there’s nothing I could do to make her feel better. So right now, right this moment. I’m still awake writing this post, and at the same time taking care of her. Hoping she’ll be feeling much better after a good night rest.
I really do hope she’ll get well soon. As soon as possible.
“Thank you baby girl, thank for being here for me when I needed someone the most. I felt really blessed to have you in my life, and bringing love into my life. Thank you.”
Love you Nutella ♥
Well, decided to post a tumblr before I go in. Ha Ha Ha.. Tough night yesterday, couldn’t get much sleep. My brain was like having war, I’ve got so much thought running through my head, so much thing I wanna said, so much thing I wanna do. (It sound as if I’m dying, huh)
I seriously gonna miss everyone, I’m gonna miss her more. Sigh.. Well, I just LOVE everyone so much. Army is part of life, no point hating it, so be a part of it.
I’ll be out in 2 weeks anyway, so yah.. I’ll be back.. Ha Ha Ha
Nutella ♥
Patrick new outfit :D
Patrick waiting for his owner to return.
(Always there and always will be.)
Nutella ♥