I guess it’s okay to be afraid. Everyone do have a fear for something, etc “Some hate clown” Well, for me I have a weird phobia. To you guys, it might seem weird but to me it’s something that paranoid the shit outta me. Yes, my phobia is cutting toe nail.
Even since I was young, I was an ordinary kid just like anyone out there, I had parents, grand-parents and sibling. Life was alright for me, nothing more, nothing less. Then one day, grandma was cutting toe nail and accidentally clip off the flesh. Day after day, grandma’s wound didn’t heal. In fact it got worst and ended up turning rot. Ever since that day, I’ve had phobia cutting my toe nail.
I know some of you guys might think that this is no big deal and it’s true. I had my flesh cut off from my palm and I didn’t even shed a tear or scream and shout. I’m not someone that get scared easily, but when it come to cutting of toe nail. I’ll start to become tense and my brain start to think negatively. It’ll remind me of what happened to Grandma on that day, and it appeared on my mind constantly.
Anyway, I wanna thank Baby for being there for me. I know you want me to get well sooner and faster. I want to get well soon too, but the phobia.. Sigh..
But I promise I’ll try my hardest to overcome this fear, okay?
“School started, time to (JiaYou) x2 for your studies. Give it your best and get a good grade.”
Love you Nutella ♥